Scars Over My Heart and Body

All in time the cuts on my thighs will soon heal over and become scars. Leaving the mere memory of the pain and hurt I have kept so deeply buried within me. All these emotions are so desperately trying to bubble up to the surface of my being. Digging the razor in and sliding it across as I watch the blood break through each cut, brings a feeling of all those emotions that are trapped inside of me as though they are flowing out. Not knowing how to cope I turn from one negative thing to another, looking for a way to drown the emotions I do not want to feel. More damage is done the longer this goes on. Less and less this helps as I want to move on to something else that will block the thoughts, pain, and hurt I so badly don’t want to feel. My heart remains shattered. My eyes stay damp when I am alone. My voice is to weak to speak out. I now have scars over my heart and my body. Wondering when this will all end.. When will all this become easier?

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This Is A Heavenly Love

Our love is deeper than the ocean, it is mightier than the waves.
Our love will out last the horizon, it is more vast than the sky.
Our love out weighs the greatest mountain, it is more dense than volcanic rock.
Our love is beyond this earth’s understanding, it is a heavenly love.

We see as though we shall never part, therefore we will not.
We hold onto each others word, therefore it clings to our hearts.
We don’t allow contention to set a fire between us, therefore our words remain sweet.
We touch with an explainable passion, therefore it is a heavenly love.

Together is where we choose to be, so it is where we will always be.
Together our souls become one, so it is there that we reside.
Together is where we lay side by side, so it is here that we collide.
Together is who we are forever more, so it is a heavenly love.

I know it is you that my whole body longs for

As I drift off in a day dream my senses get lost in you.
I find my self fully enthralled in your presence that surrounds me.
My heart races at the sound of your voice calling my name.
I can feel your gaze upon me from miles away.
My soul, the very depth of my being, feels touched as you look into my eyes.
I know it is you that my whole body longs for.

As you caress my skin with your fingertips, chills run down my spine.
My breathing deepens as you draw closer to me.
Every part of me is electrified by your sweet touch.
Your kiss is so gentle, but yet so passionate its more than I can take.
When you press your body onto mine all else fades away.
I know it is you that my whole body longs for.

It is more than just physical it is a connection above any other.
Our love deepens with every moment to come.
In a moment our bodies become one for we are no longer our own.
Every move we make intensifies our senses.
So easily we are lost in one another that this world no longer exists.
I know it is you that my whole body longs for.