Friends are honest..or suppose to be, right?

I sit hear with many thoughts running through my mind; Things I am thankful for, tasks that I need to get done, stuff I would like to discuss with people, but decided to continue to keep it to myself. So many thoughts… So many things that I contemplate doing or saying.. So here I am searching in the depths of my mind, trying to sort through it all. Shall I speak what’s hidden in there? Shall I keep it tucked away? Shall I express what I really think?  Shall I share my sincere feelings? Here I am pondering on what to do. Friends are honest… or suppose to be, right? What if what I say hurts them? What if they pull away? What if they become angered at my words? So many what ifs run through my mind. I always talk about how truth should be held above all things, but when it comes to very serious conversations or issues that are a big deal, to yourself, it becomes hard to be fully open and honest with someone. When someone else’s life is affected by their mistakes and uncaringness how do you approach them and let them see, hear, and feel the love that are in the words you say to them? So many questions play in my mind like a broken record player. I want to open up. I want to be honest. More importantly, I want them to listen. I want them to be accepting of the concern I have for them. I want them to see the view from the outside of their life….. Until my words are spoken they will continue to stay within the deepest parts of my mind, counseled for only me to know. I will continue to pray for God’s guidance in their life and for all blinders to be removed! I will continue to show them love and compassion. I will continue to just be there…


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